09082024 first journal update.
i started to work in this project in the middle of august, its been almost one month now and although i've done some progress it's been way slower than i would like to.
during those weeks i've been plagued by the very consuming desire to create. create what you might ask, and well, i've been asking myself the same. ive tried oil pastels, watercolor, pen and pencil drawings and nothing is enough, nothing is good. even photography is difficult nowadays.
whenever i start to feel this way i go back to 2021/2022 during the three semesters that i went to college. it was a terrible experience but the feeling of being in the laboratory during the thursdays afternoons working nonstop in whatever project I needed to do. just me some wires and electronic parts, there's something in my brain that knows that this is what i need to create; not necessarily an electronics project but something born from my own hands and from my own knowledge.
that's one of the reasons this site was created; a real and as tangible it can get proof that i can do something, even if its a silly site with silly design and odd color choices, written in poor english.